As I was thinking about writing this post it dawned on me that a lot of you are single so I apologize in advance if this sounds like pissing and moaning. I am tired. I do not feel lonely I just feel tired. No I am not tired because of my second job. I like my second job a lot. It goes by quick, helps out a great deal but also is a social outlet too. I really enjoy the majority of people there. I am just tired of having to solve everything myself, and do everything myself and take care of everything myself. Sure the flip side is the sense of independence but it would be so nice to have someone to help pick up the slack or even better help keep me on track. Just someone so that I know if I stumble it won't be a disaster since someone else will be able to keep it going and help me up. I have a lot of friends - I know if I had a real bind they have and would help but people have their lives and so the day to day is up to me. Just nice to have a day off at times.
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