I took this picture also while in London. It is not really me but it is my future. An old man all dressed in black and feeding the park life. It is not a sad future it is a happy one. It was a super nice day out and I know he is content and enjoying himself. I want my life to be this peaceful and quiet. I am sure I can have it be that way, I just need to stop making stupid decisions. Sometimes I do things and it feels other worldly to me. I know what I am doing but I don't control myself or more to the point, stop myself. You only live once so I do my best but right now I am feeling that I am failing. I wasted this past weekend on bad decisions. I have the Thanksgiving break coming up so will try to re-group, focus and make something worthwhile out of it - even if it is just cleaning.
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