I put that last post up about my challenges and when I did, I thought about it a lot. I am not super depressed by any means. I was just looking through my current challenges at the good things, which I still have many of. I feel positive and I know that I am just in down cycle, which I am working on. Judy sent me a gift - very thoughtful, touching and generous I really appreciate it - I truly do. She has a lot going on right now and a whole plate full of her own worries. I was just expressing my feelings. Judy already has given me so much - I would not have this blog if it was not for her. This blog means so much to me and says that I was here - good, bad and indifferent - which is important to me. Every human wants to have it be known they were here and it was important that they were. She can be silly and make me laugh and she laughs with me but most enjoyable, she laughs at me. I just was expressing myself and her unexpected and kind gesture made me feel bad for a short moment as that was not my intent but for a larger moment - which remains with me - it reminded me of my blessings like having good friends that have your back. I do not want any more gestures, although completely appreciated -- this will pass, it is just a lay over on a wondrous flight. I am thankful.
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