I used the last of my cash today to stock up on SpaghettiO's to make sure I have food to last to 11.30. I do not say that for pity - it is what it is. I had some crappy things happen. I made some bad decisions. I am figuring it all out. The point though is that while at the store I thought at least I can still afford SpagettiO's and I am not at the Ramen Noodle level yet. It sucks but I am working on resolutions and in the meantime I am figuring it all out. I will admit it does depress me a bit but there is not an alternative - there is no other choice but to make it through this and make things better again for myself. I have my health back, I have a comfortable home, I have a job I enjoy and I am working on a plan to make things better for the long run. Sure I feel a bit stupid for getting into this situation but I know that I always do best under pressure. In addition - I am living in austerity - how nice does that sound, if you do not think of the meaning of austerity. And I am building character and adding the story of my life. Onward to the future!
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