Better

While I am not the picture of good health I am finally starting to feel better. Man was that a spot of misery. Yet added to it is this spot of depression and lacking of grounding I am in. Plus I am the first to admit when I am ill I am needy and being alone and ill just magnifies the loneliness in my life. It was rough enough that I went to the doctors and I don't usually do that unless I get scared in someway. So I am getting my bearings back now. I am breathing and sleeping better and feeling the energy to move on starting to muster within in me. I apologize for whining.