Something Enjoyable

This is Oscar. Below I wrote that lately I just work, eat and sleep. Then once a week a go to Spanish class and then either on Friday or Saturday night I go out. As of late when I do go out, I go out with Oscar. I know what people think and honestly I do not give a fuck. Perhaps it can be said it is distracting me from getting to where I want to be and that is one point of view. I see it as helping me get through what I need to get through. He is a nice kid - no games no BS - I seek nothing from him other than to put everything aside for a couple hours a week and he asks nothing of me in return. He is dependable, fun, and smart. He helps me practice my Spanish, feel alive and makes me smile. Those or very big needs of mine and I am happy he is around.