Lucky Me

Why do I get to be Satan? Fuck that. Fuck all of this. I can go on and post some self pity posting but really what is the use. I am done with that shit and all of this shit as a matter of fact. Everyone is out for their own and because I am too fucking stupid to get that basic idea then I have to deal with the shit. Whatever. I am mad and I am annoyed. It is time for a new year and I am not one for resolutions but am making a list this time round. I am gonna write it down and tape it up on my fridge. I am going to repeat it nightly to myself if I have to. A leopard doesn't it change it spots - that is so clear and evident - but it does not mean it has to eat shit.