Happiness

The kids are great. It was wonderful to see them at Christmas time. I know I am the crazy uncle but they just love me to pieces. How much do I love that. The tell me about their games and schools and all sorts off silly stuff that is the most important stuff in the world. I especially see it with Dianne's kids. My family is not warm and touchy and it is so hard for them to express tenderness. Hell it took me a lifetime and I still got a ways to go. But they hug me and sit on top of me - they love that I am silly like no other adult and speak to them like people and not kids. Cindy's kids too - very much so although they are much warmer in general. But I also ways feel so special with them and we have so many laughs. They love me completely and it makes me happy.