I went to the lawyer today and am working on my financial stuff. It has me freaked out but I am moving it all forward and it will open a lot of options for me. Because the holiday season has started I have been working regularly in retail. I cannot live on it but I really do like it. The time goes fast and I it makes me feel good to have a schedule plus I am really good at it. The customers have given me so much praise and it really helps my bruised ego. I know what I am good at and what I struggle with. I have keen self awareness. The praise from both the customers and the managers helps me put into perspective that it was a curve ball thrown at me last month. I am good at this. There were obviously other things happening that I was just not in the know about. I do not mind standing on my feet and moving around all day. It is much more rewarding than sitting all day. The only one thing I have noticed is that when I go to sleep at night my legs twitch like mad. My legs have always been sensitive at night. I remember watching tv at night and my legs would twitch and my ex would be like what the hell are you doing. Then I had that blood clot thing and some veins removed and since the twitch subsided I thought I was all good. I noticed I could get through a movie or a play without my legs twitching. I am not suffering now. I would say it went from very mild to mild but I guess it is good I sleep alone. It can get frustrating but it is nothing major. I am looking into some homeopathic things I can try and we will see how that goes. In the meantime I will just take it as a sign that I put in an honest day's work.
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