Tuesday, December 03, 2013

Twitch Twitch


I went to the lawyer today and am working on my financial stuff.  It has me freaked out but I am moving it all forward and it will open a lot of options for me.  Because the holiday season has started I have been working regularly in retail.  I cannot live on it but I really do like it.  The time goes fast and I it makes me feel good to have a schedule plus I am really good at it.  The customers have given me so much praise and it really helps my bruised ego. I know what I am good at and what I struggle with.  I have keen self awareness.  The praise from both the customers and the managers helps me put into perspective that it was a curve ball thrown at me last month.  I am good at this.  There were obviously other things happening that I was just not in the know about.  I do not mind standing on my feet and moving around all day.  It is much more rewarding than sitting all day.  The only one thing I have noticed is that when I go to sleep at night my legs twitch like mad.  My legs have always been sensitive at night.  I remember watching tv at night and my legs would twitch and my ex would be like what the hell are you doing.  Then I had that blood clot thing and some veins removed and since the twitch subsided I thought I was all good.  I noticed I could get through a movie or a play without my legs twitching.  I am not suffering now.  I would say it went from very mild to mild but I guess it is good I sleep alone.  It can get frustrating but it is nothing major.  I am looking into some homeopathic things I can try and we will see how that goes.  In the meantime I will just take it as a sign that I put in an honest day's work. 

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