Everyday

I know that I usually post about going out and this craziness or that craziness and although I do have a lot of fun I just wanted to let people know that most the time it is just me hanging out alone. I don't usually write about that stuff because it does not seem exciting but you know it does not have to be exciting - everyday is not a party. A lot of nights I watch tv - my favorites are Ugly Betty and the Big Bang Theory (that show makes me literally laugh out loud!). I belong to netflicks and so see a bunch of indie movies that I get from there. Sometimes I surf the web and read other people's blogs. A lot of times I read my blog - like I wasn't the one who wrote it. I work on mail and send it to the kids since it is really important to me to keep in touch with them. I burn cd's so I can jam in the car or send them off to friends for them to dance along with me. I volunteer and give my walking tours to the tourists in the Gaslamp District. Sometimes I sit on the deck and and read under the stars because the nights are so beautiful and there are no mosquitos. I am always exploring - checking out this little store I saw or drving up this road that I go by all the time but do not know where it goes. So life is not always a party, nor is it always fun but I enjoy myself. This is the first time in my life I have ever lived alone and I like it. Sure sometimes I get lonely but most times I am content. I like who I am, where I am and what I have accomplished. I am very lucky and blessed to have the things in my life that I have but moreover by the people that I have in my life.