Tuesday, February 03, 2015

Always A Challenge


When one door closes then another one opens.  I have kinda come to hate that fucking expression.  Things were really looking bright for 2015.  I thought I had finally gotten things lined up but now I no longer have my part time job.  Cut backs do to poor store sales and I am below part time and full time so off they sent me.  Although I did a good job I always knew I was totally disposable, everyone working there is just a number and they know it.  They get a regular customer satisfaction score and it was always in the toilet overall for the whole store even though I got numerous 10's (the best possible score).  One month I got 8 surveys on me rated as a 10.  Management does not want to see that since everyone knows they are nothing but a number it reflects in the overall score being sucky.  No one cares because they are not cared about.  Anyway I can't solve their problem and just need to focus on my own.  I am scared because the money really, really helped but I still have my full time job and it is going well.  I was getting tired of working so much so maybe the universe is saying I need a break.  I absolutely know I need to focus on my weight too as it is atrocious.  I can get by on my day job it just keeps me on a tight, tight budget which I am used to.  I do have eBay stuff I can post.  I can get back to that.  I enjoy doing that.  I dunno, so many doors but I will figure out which one to open.  

1 comment:

Unknown said...

It is a gift! You haven't truly opened it.