I am getting nervous about my part time job. I start training this Saturday and it is all I can think about. It has been so long since I have done retail or worked with the general public. Plus I want this to work out. It will so help me. I always want to do good but now I really do. And I want to look good and not like a schlep. I am going to give this my all but will be dying inside. I get it all the time - people think I am a very calm and relaxed person but I am not. I worry so much and so often. Maybe because the worry just turns into get it done and I know that I can. Maybe it is because I don't have panic attacks or that I can control my nerves without medications. I just keep telling myself it is just a part time job. It will help. It will be awesome. It will be fine. And if it does not work out it will not be the end of the world. Right??? Right!
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