I Believe

Another weekend and another video made.  I know for you it is like watching someone else's home movies and how fun is that.  But I cannot tell you enough how pleased I am with this one.  I really thought about the images and although they are only 95% mine own, the found images speak loudly to what I wanted to say.  In addition this is my absolute favorite song of all time.  I know I have a lot of favorite songs but truly and sincerely this is the song.  Not once I have I ever heard it and not thought how much I love it.  Also it tells of what I want, what I have always wanted.  It is why I am here and it is what I am waiting for.  It not Hallmark-y but earnest.  I want to be able to listen to this song and look at someone and think to myself that it says perfectly what I am feeling about him.  It truly is not a tall order to fill.  I do not want a fairytale.  I do not want a fable.  Millions of people around the globe have this.  Billions of people throughout the ages had it.  I am not owed anything.  I do not deserve anything.  I am not entitled.  I am only honest in that I know this exists.  The trick is, and what I have not been able to figure out, how to make it exist for me?  Perhaps that is some of the problem - you cannot make it exist, it just does.  In the meantime this was a very positive use of my energy today and I feel pleased.  Good things will happen soon.