I Weigh 294lbs

I have struggled with my weight all my life - no news there. It is so deeply tied into every fiber of me and I cannot not remember ever being an average size. I have really gone out of control in the past 12 months and now am so very close to 300lbs. I have not been 300lbs or more in over 10 years. I thought and thought about this and I need your support. I decided to publish my weight each week to keep myself honest but also motivated. This is extremely difficult for me because of the shame I feel over my size and now I am blasting it out to the cyber world. But as I told a friend - today is a new day and as good of a day as any to begin a change.