Still Firmly at Number Five

So I saw this picture and it made me think - this is exactly the body that he always wanted and strives for but does not have and moreover tears himself up regularly over not having. I swear I am still concretely at acceptance however I must admit -- although this thought did not make me happy -- it certainly did not make me unhappy. Since it is his life and how he chooses to live, I only thought of his motto -- It is what it is.