Ok so here is the run down. Fri, Sat, Mon, and Tue - no smoke. Sun and Wed - smoke. I paid $8 on Sunday for cigarettes and only $3 on Wednesday. They were so cheap because I was in Mexico. I only bought one pack and did not bring any back with me. I have no near future plans to visit Mexico soon, I go like twice a month. It was fun today as we say Guardians of the Galaxy Vol 2 in one of those lazy boy seating VIP cinemas and tickets were only $5 each! Anyway Thursday back to no smoking and I refuse (plus can't afford) CA cigarette prices so we shall see how this goes. Also I have noticed an immediate difference. I already don't cough anymore and I can actually smell the flowers in the yard. That's pretty amazing for only 4 days of not smoking. I have also noticed though that at night time I have been eating more. When the craving strikes it gets fierce. I press on my patch and pace. I am not sure if it is weird but when I pace it comforts me greatly for all sorts of things. Sometimes it is not enough so I grab food and eat it. Now I do not have as much food in the house and I am not going to restock it for a bit. I won't update you daily on this but please know I am trying.
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