I dunno what is going on with me. At either of my jobs I am busy and productive but outside of work I have no energy or motivation. I do not know why I have not or cannot blog. I am happy at work and even very silly at my part time job. This Sunday I had off and I did have plenty to do but I decided to lie in bed and read magazines. I probably would have been happy with that as it is a treasure to get time to do so but in reality I just slept. Part of me thinks that I am depressed but I am not sure why. I am focused on a couple money things that will be all done by the end of October and I think I just keep thinking about that. It is positive that these things will be cleared up but I just spend a lot of energy thinking about them. Maybe it is normal, just the everyday-ness of life. I will keep at it and see what motivation I can get in place for outside of work. I think posting regularly will be a step in the direction toward more motivation.
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