Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Soon



I booked my flight for August.  I arrive on Wednesday 08.07 and leave on Tuesday 08.13.  I am very excited and cannot wait.  It is always fun  to visit in August and we will be having a 50th Wedding Anniversary dinner for my parents - so they will be thrilled.  I just booked my flight yesterday and the odd part is that since I have booked it, I so excited to visit.  Truthfully since booking the ticket, I feel homesick.  Of course I want to be see my family and friends but also I just want to be in New England.  You do not see pictures like this in California.  I rarely get homesick so this has thrown me a bit.  Along with the homesickness I feel a touch of loneliness.  Some days I just do not want to go it alone.  I wanna stop over my sisters' houses unexpectedly just to gab.  I want to see green landscape and brick and houses painted colors other than sand.  I want to have good seafood and Chinese food.  I want to know where I belong in this world and know where I am going.  I want to speak like everyone else and maybe even get bitten by a mosquito .  It has me thinking and thinking and thinking and I cannot wait to visit.  

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