They are looking for two people to remain behind in my office after it is closed. It is probably only through the end of the year. I proposed to my boss that it be me and why it was a good choice. I personally love SD but I can be happy in Boston as well but I have many concerns with the atmosphere back in the MA office - a lot of politics and a lot of bullshit - so not my style or conducive to a good environment for me. Well he said no. I am still trying to work this into a positive but right now my choices are to go back to MA or get laid off with the rest of my staff in April.
I have not written about it much so it seems like a no brainer of a choice but it is really a decision that is tearing me up. What the choice comes down to is money or happiness. That is not a good choice. In theory such happiness wins - in reality it is not so easy. I have blossomed out here both professionally and personally - I know that will definitely be stifled professionally in MA and worry about it personally too.
But I have been good with my resolutions and have not smoked in a week, eat fruit each day at lunch, although sick have started the gym and tonight fuck everything else I am gonna use my first of two night a month drinking to forget it for a short time and go have a blast at 80's night with Rick.
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